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Oct. 21st, 2006 | 11:47 pm
mood: aggravatedaggravated

As every day goes by, my belief that Jess and I will get back together (at any point in time) just keeps sinking like a rock in a pond. We had a fight this week, and I had never raised my voice like that to her. I don't know if that's a good thing or not, but it's the truth. After she told me that she has had to be careful with everything that she says lately, so that it didn't come out too effectionate, we decided to put our relationship work on hold and work solely on a friendship. I know that a friendship is the least that both of us want out of what we had, but at this rate, I think that's the only thing that we will ever be again. I have a feeling that it will be too difficult to go back into a relationship with each other once we have solidified a friendship. As much as I want to get back into a relationship with her, I think a wait is the right thing to do right now, but I also think that it will end too late and we will be beyond that affectionate stage between us. I know anymore, and hope so FUCKING BADLY that things work out, in time, and that they don't take too long. I know that I will always have something more than just a friend feeling about Jess, and don't know how that will play in my future.

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