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Feb. 21st, 2008 | 12:51 am
location: my apartment
mood: frustratedfrustrated

So, Jess came down for my birthday today (or now it is technically yesterday) and it was nice to see her. In the past 4 weeks since she has been "cancer free" I had noticed a change in her attitude. It had gotten better. She was more pleasant to talk to and you could tell by her voice that she was feeling better. She tried to come down for Valentines day last week but couldn't because of health issues. This time, she was supposed to come down from Tuesday through Thursday and be staying at the apartment, but Monday night my roommate decides to get sick and so she came down for only a couple of hours today.

Now don't get me wrong, I was glad I could see her no matter how short the visit was, but it was not as fun or as nice as I had thought it was going to be. She was becoming her old self again, and I was really starting to et annoyed with it. Then on the drive home, she called me and asked me if I thought we were in this relationship because it had become a habit. It really got me thinking and I have started to question our relationship. I know that I have put up with more than I think I really should have to put up with for a relationship, but that is because I have known that she will become a different person than what I am used to her being once she finishes all of this cancer stuff and becomes an individual again. I think that I am going to have to lay it out to her and say that if she does not change from these condescending ways she has been lately, then this relationship will end no matter how much I may love her and/or how much she may love me. I will not put up with this when I know she is healthy and does not have a reason for it, nor should I have to.

I just had to get this off my chest, even though we will be discussing this later on in the afternoon tomorrow.

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